Spring

My body is filled with thoughts. Happy thoughts and thoughts about people I love, thoughts about how everything is going to be okay, thoughts about how great life is, thoughts about spring and all the green.
My body is filled with music. Great music I want to dance to, music I can't keep inside me, music about love, music about spring, music about people who love spring, music about the greatness of life, music about meanings.
My body is filled with emotions. Breathtaking emotions that make me feel like I'm in love, emotions that can't be expressed properly, emotions I want to share with the rest of the world, good emotions.
My body is filled with intentions. Good intentions to save the world, intentions to be an honest human being, intentions to be a better person, intentions to cure diseases, intentions to help where they need me.
My body is filled with spring. The mild spring, the fair spring that makes me think "was it ever winter?", the green spring that makes me so happy I could cry, spring, I want to say it again, spring, I want to shout it out loud, SPRING!

I feel so excited, I don't know where to put my feelings. This is something I have never felt before, and I know exactly what it is though I was confused at first. I have these crushes or "fascinations" (what you will) and I thought that I was in love, but I didn't know which crush it was. It suddenly occured to me that spring was guilty. I'm in love with spring this year, I have never felt this good. It's like everything I ever wanted, the winter depression is over. Now I can BREATHE. This feels so good.

Am I the only one?

This post is inspired by a trending topic on twitter called #amitheonlyone:



Am I the only one waiting for the snow to disappear?

Am I the only one waiting for the summer to begin?

Am I the only one getting more and more depressed by this coldness covering the ground?

Am I the only one waiting for the sun to comfort me?

Am I the only one waiting for him to smile at me?

Am I the only one desperately holding on to hope?

Am I the only one thinking that this winter lasts forever?

Am I the only one who knows nothing lasts forever?

Am I the only one worrying about our world?

Am I the only one thinking of fears and enemies?

Am I the only one who wants to tell how I feel?

Am I the only one knowing this feeling?

Am I the only one feeling comforted by rain?

Am I the only one wanting to keep pictures in my head forever?

Am I the only one waiting for someone to hold me tight?

Am I the only one telling my true thoughts?

Am I the only one who misses those years?

Am I the only one wanting to be 4 years old again?

Am I the only one holding on to old friendships?

Am I the only one still thinking about that time when my heart broke?

Am I the only one getting further and further away from humanity?

Am I the only one who can't stop thinking about the snow?

Am I the only one frightened?

Am I the only one wanting to be isolated?

Am I the only one holding on to bitterness?

Am I the only one feeling old?

Am I the only one feeling stupid?

Am I the only one listening to music to get away?

Am I the only one reading this?

Am I the only one thinking of Africa?

Am I the only one thinking about saving the world?

Am I the only one slipping away?

Am I the only one falling?

Am I the only one waiting for that crush to hit?

Am I the only one wanting this feeling?

Am I the only person alive?

Am I the only one amused of triviality?

Am I the only one wanting triviality?

Am I the only one disgusted by our way of living?

Am I the only one annoyed by most people?

Am I the only one waiting for the sun to comfort me?

Am I the only one getting more and more depressed by this coldness covering the ground?

Am I the only one waiting for the summer to begin?

Am I the only one waiting for the snow to disappear?

Just tell me if I'm the only one.